“So,
where is the ninety?” my dad ask.
“I`m
so sorry, about that.”
“And
how about your english score?”
“Fifty”
I
did not know, what are my parent feeling about that. I just could say sorry,
sorry, sorry. The sky was grey at that time.
“Your
younger brother got the best score, here.”
Tuuutt....tuuuttt....tuuuttt....
And
the call was ended.
Wow, I had suprised my parent with
very ‘good’ mark. If I have such child, what is my feeling? Dad, I`m sorry..
Mom, I`m sorry.. I can`t be a good son yet. If they didn`t end the call, I`d
like to give a thousand reasons for that. I hope you can understand; how busy I
am, so many projects, so many duties, carrier, and how lazy I am. Yes, How lazy
I am.
Thank you very much laziness! Make my
parent dissapointed. Lazy is the most worst enemy in life. After, I got that “accident”
I tried to instropect my self. And the answer was laziness is directly proportional with failed. Lazy can make your
dream broken.
Life is an adventure (that`s what
Bebelac said). It means that life is just like a long journey which has its treasure.
And in another scene, Bebelac also said Life starts here. Starts from baby
until old, it is an adventure. In “Life starts here,” what is here
refers to? Let`s make a simple analysis.
I ever had a motivation workshop. A
motivator is very interesting in corelate between human`s life and
sciencetific. He said that our success is based on Newton`s first law : a static
things has inclination to be static, and dynamic things has inclination to be
dynamic. It means like this : someone who lazy has inclination to be keep on
lazy, while someone who diligent has inclination to be keep on dilligent. But,
it is often difficult, when lazy man try to be a dilligent one. So, in my own
opinion, here in this case means
when we try to make a better change, it can be more dilligent, more patient,
more friendly, more honest, and etc. I want to be more dilligent and be
positive “thinker.”
(07.21 P.M.)
“Hello,
nak.”
“Yes,
mom.”
“I
just bought pulsa as I didn`t
finish to talk with you.” Actually, my mom is not too angry.
“Mom..
I`m sorry..”
“Just
study harder, then.”
“Okay!”
“Do not forget about your failed, make it as a motivation to be better.”
“Do not forget about your failed, make it as a motivation to be better.”
After that, I stick my bad midtest
report on my room wall. I circled the fifty score of english. I promise to my
self to change it be better, 90 or even 99.9, amiin. But, today is really
momentum day of me. I will give my best struggle, so there will be no other
fifty in my life, everything is a hundred! (gal)
